as an analytical person, my M.O is to be the fixer, that to be broken is to have a problem, and that all problems have solutions
that's a sure fire way to fall into depression, as witnessed by your last point, that we wait for contentedness because there's some better version of ourselves just around the corner
i've been saying to myself recently that my second sabbatical has been a waste, because it feels like i've come to no new conclusions
things are still uncertain and messy and that is a problem, when in reality, it's just ... another aspect of "being tangled and being ok"
i find that hard to accept and it is exactly that discomfort that should be experienced?
but having broken things feels bad
all the while that kpi of money/runway is setting off alarm bells
i know it's the wrong metric, but it's the easiest to measure for sustainability
"makes saying "I don't know" or "I'm still figuring this out" feel increasingly vulnerable in a world demanding instant certainty."
This is what used to trigger me. I used to think I needed to know it all and be some kind of guru to make it in this world. Always two feet in the outer world and getting influence by the big boys.
But what we should be doing is tapping into our inner world and intuition, knowing our truth and trusting our Selves to express it. One should have one foot in the inner world and one foot in the outer world, so we can be grounded but also make intelligent decisions that support our growth and wellbeing.
This is what I am doing now and its proven to be the best way for me to find my true authentic truth and stay grounded and rooted in the knowing I am in control of my own destiny.
sketch 3 really speaks to me
as an analytical person, my M.O is to be the fixer, that to be broken is to have a problem, and that all problems have solutions
that's a sure fire way to fall into depression, as witnessed by your last point, that we wait for contentedness because there's some better version of ourselves just around the corner
i've been saying to myself recently that my second sabbatical has been a waste, because it feels like i've come to no new conclusions
things are still uncertain and messy and that is a problem, when in reality, it's just ... another aspect of "being tangled and being ok"
i find that hard to accept and it is exactly that discomfort that should be experienced?
but having broken things feels bad
all the while that kpi of money/runway is setting off alarm bells
i know it's the wrong metric, but it's the easiest to measure for sustainability
this kinda turned into a weird poem kinda thing 😂
"makes saying "I don't know" or "I'm still figuring this out" feel increasingly vulnerable in a world demanding instant certainty."
This is what used to trigger me. I used to think I needed to know it all and be some kind of guru to make it in this world. Always two feet in the outer world and getting influence by the big boys.
But what we should be doing is tapping into our inner world and intuition, knowing our truth and trusting our Selves to express it. One should have one foot in the inner world and one foot in the outer world, so we can be grounded but also make intelligent decisions that support our growth and wellbeing.
This is what I am doing now and its proven to be the best way for me to find my true authentic truth and stay grounded and rooted in the knowing I am in control of my own destiny.